15 August 2009

MEMORIES

Tonight..
Have a long chat with a person..
Duno when i start to accept have a communication with that person...
I admit..
i really think that i wont talk and contact with that person anymore..
I admit..
i really upset on that person deeply...
evenmore i try to escape everything about that person...
But in the end ..
Times will let u put down and forget everything...

Tonight..
seem like call back everything for the pass
Sweet dreams and Nightmare for the pass...
Wanna try to ask many question to that person..
Question that hide long time ago and i never dare to ask...
maybe that person also never dare to answer that question too....

I know that person still remember my habit...
I know that person try to apologise ..
I know that person try to point out its fault..
yea!!...and I also mention to that person ...which said that person is bad .
That person agree too...
And i know that person try to treat me good , care on me as compensate...

If u ask me...
do u still hate that person?? ..like that person??..or care on that person anymore???
My answer is I DUNNO
when i think of nightmare..i still feeling upset..
when i think of sweet dreams ..thats juz like a dreams...wont comes true..

For me
Just a memories....

14 August 2009

BILI BALA BILI BALA ( part 2)

Busy week ~
make me tension..stressful..sleepless...anxious..and breathless..
Many things are not going well..
make all the way difficulty..
I'm Exhausted on it!!!
Although everything seem like ard end up..
But the most important thing is coming soon...
Arhhh!!! Gimme a break !!!

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A "cold" day & A blackout night
A big contrast over my physically and mentally

I know you are worries ...
so, i try to put <do not disturb> on you...
whatever....
tried control myself cos i knw i should custom on this.

You say you are busy..
is ok ..
you say you be with friend...until midnight...
i cut off the conversation..
whatever..
maybe u should relax...

I tried to get sleep early..very early...
coz it is blackout...
For me
A soundless night = sleepless night...

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When i always start my word with "whatever"?
after know you ba...
Always think that we ard go through a long way...
actually is nothing...
still have many thing need us to experience..rite?
suddenly feel flaccidity...*_*

Huh~~
whatever lar...
Forget about it...
Just BiLI BaLA to myself.... =)

04 August 2009

Quiz 2- A real of me

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

P/S:Is it true???......@_@
I have no idea on it......

Its ME-nini(dianni)

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

P/S: Goshhhh... this is from QUIZ 1....its so accurate....even me also cannot describe myself with so detail lor...lolx...great...so ...this is what about me.....XD